The mud is thick, the forge is hot. My pants are wet and I feel like I’m going to scream. Why can there be an easy and intuitive way to make a music video. Why does my work look like I would have made it in middle school? I should have improved since I’ve edited videos in middle school! I’m in the “everything I make is wet garbage, why are people clapping. Clearly this is wet garbage and I am fooling you or you are trying to fool me” arc and it sucks.